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Thursday, April 8, 2010

Ya ALLAH kuatkanlah hambaMu ini ...


assalamualaikum ,


today , without bless and thinking ,


they , my schoolmates ,


broke my heart again ,


tears came down from my eyes ,


and my brain is not working properly ........ ?


but do they care of me ?


do they apologize to me ?


the answer is NO !



okey okey , speaking malay yaa ,


cukuplah selama ini hatiku dirobek-robek


cukuplah selama ini jiwaku dipijak-pijak


cukuplah selama ini diriku dipergunakan


tanpa peluang untuk melantun bicara


tanpa peluang untuk diri ini dibela


tanpa peluang untukku menikmati bahagia





to all SMKBR students ,


who pointing their finger to me ,


and judge me tak tentu pasal ,


STOP behaving like this to me !


i swear in the name of ALLAH ,


until now , I DON'T KNOW the list of one who couple ,


and I DON'T FIND AND WRITE IT AT ALL !


masalah aku pun tak selesai lagi ,


inikan pulaa nak cari masalah orang ,


huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..


p/s :


what da silly ghazali's son ?


what , what ? farhan kata ape ?


farhan kata yang aku kata dia nak ngorat aku ?


what da hell is this about ?


heyya watch ur mouth kay , razlan ,


i'm not a player !


it's natasha fatnin who told me ,


not me who make my own conclusion okeyy !!


besides , it happened at my first week i step at SMKBR ,


a.k.a first week of JANUARY 2009 !


da lama la ngok ngek sial !!


and a quest that i wanna ask you yeah ,


why are you so angry with what farhan told you ?


you said that you don't have feelings towards me rite ?


xyah r nk mrah2 org !


dgr r dulu citer due2 pihak bru r wat keputusan ,


who believes , that a funny guy like you ,


has a veryyyyyyyyyy high ego !


i dunno why until now i still like you , uhhhh (


-sorry for my bad words here .. geram gle dgn dia ..-


ya ALLAH , masihkah ada peluang lagi


untukku berbaik dengannya ?


mampukah aku bangkit kembali


tanpa kekuatan biarpun hanya untuk berdiri sesaat saja ?


mengapakah dia dan yang lain


tak pernah mengerti penderitaanku ?


tak pernah memahami perasaanku ?


xpe korg sume , aku x kn biarkan korg pijak aku sesuka aty korg jer !


especially you , MUHAMMAD RAZLAN BIN GHAZALI !


huhhhhh , diam2 jela erk :p




6 comments:

syahirahjamal said...

then,masalah ko ngan razlan..
ko cube selesaikan baek2..

syahirahjamal said...

sbnrnye..
Miss A tu takde sape2..
"A" tu unknown terms
belajar tak algebraic expression?
hahhh klau blaja mesti tau..
bhahahahaha saje je nk wat korg tertnye2
padahal aku sendiri pun tak tahu spew..
thats the truth..
and diorg takleh salahkan ko lgi k?
jgn cepat marah,jgn cepat sedih,
happy selalu je,okayyy?

Aina Syakira said...

weyy , bru smlm aku bljr algebraic expression doe ..
huhu ..
hrp2 gitu la gayanya .. jgn salahkn org yg x bersalah suci murni nie hehehe ..

act aku mmg nk selesaikn baek2 tp die tu ego nak mamposs .. aku ckp baek2 die tengking2 aku pehal ? tu yg aku sdey .. sllu x diberi peluang utk fikirkn ape yg aku jelaskn ..

nur said...

hello...frenz...cheer up.....!!!
jgn mrh nant cpt tue,nant klu tua org x ske....kahkahkah...bkn nye lwk pown..
sje glk sensorg..npe slh???
open your eyes seluas2 nye....
semua laki EGO..!you know what means EGO!!i think u know so i don't have to explain it to U....
mrk x kn mengaku slh even mmg slh dorunk pown...hey wake up gurlz..!aq pown same cam ko...!AZRI-ALAN...SAME JEK....AZRI tuh skrunk asyek pndg2 akuh jek...aku x taw knp..mungken dyee da sdr btp baeknye diriku ini...kih3...andai dpsh....jaoh tnp kaw...jap nk nyenyi jap..kk...smbong blek...mungken dye da sdr kslhn dye..n mungken terdetik dhtainye utk mmfkan dri kecil ini..ecececehh...tp sifat egonye mghlg smue itu..n truthly i said smpi ari ni kte x prnh btgor n mseh membuat mke mymph pabila brtemu...cukupla smpi di sini shj..x sanggup diri kecil ini mnhn sebak d dada...keh3..ape ntah aq ckp pown aku x fam...

nur said...

hello...frenz...cheer up.....!!!
jgn mrh nant cpt tue,nant klu tua org x ske....kahkahkah...bkn nye lwk pown..
sje glk sensorg..npe slh???
open your eyes seluas2 nye....
semua laki EGO..!you know what means EGO!!i think u know so i don't have to explain it to U....
mrk x kn mengaku slh even mmg slh dorunk pown...hey wake up gurlz..!aq pown same cam ko...!AZRI-ALAN...SAME JEK....AZRI tuh skrunk asyek pndg2 akuh jek...aku x taw knp..mungken dyee da sdr btp baeknye diriku ini...kih3...andai dpsh....jaoh tnp kaw...jap nk nyenyi jap..kk...smbong blek...mungken dye da sdr kslhn dye..n mungken terdetik dhtainye utk mmfkan dri kecil ini..ecececehh...tp sifat egonye mghlg smue itu..n truthly i said smpi ari ni kte x prnh btgor n mseh membuat mke mymph pabila brtemu...cukupla smpi di sini shj..x sanggup diri kecil ini mnhn sebak d dada...keh3..ape ntah aq ckp pown aku x fam...

Aina Syakira said...

haha ..
akan aku menyepi seketika dari hidupnya ..
agar lambat laun dia mengerti ..
diri yg pernah dia lukai ini ..

cehwah .. ayat skema ngekk , :D


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